the last day of 2006. i was told by shawn that it's a emo day cuz it feels like end of the year, end of the world. -_- hahah.

thinking back, this year flew by fast. prolly cuz i rotted more den half of my year away my working in the law firm, jewellery shop and clothing shop. when is a great experience for me. met different ppl, experienced bloody politics and get to see ugly sides of ppl (stupid china woman). yup, it was more like i was attending the University of the Real World for the whole period of time. interesting but yet sometimes quite boring cuz the pay was low. haha. but the one at law firm was pretty good. and i love to work under raymond and feonne. =D jamie was not bad too but boon thien was sucha irritant and scares the shit out of me sometimes. =/ and i love sc! sucha a sweet and nice girl. :) yup i'm gateful to the ppl i've met in work, for showing me (part of) the working world. i know i have more to experience when i really step into the working society. =)

uni life was.. haha. fun, enriching and yet rotten when i got back my results. i'm thankful for the frens i've met. harris my fellow celestial partner the Devil. haha. sera and betty, and our weird story of how we become frens. victor and dawn, yup u guys helped too. with encouraging words which helped to draw me closer to God. yup. along with many other frens, but i only grew closer to these few ppl. and i really treasure the frenship. :) and really, i'm just blessed with ppl in my life. Dr Mark from history is really really nice, advices really helped. thanks too.

and of cuz, among all frens i have, my most important girls are still there. chewy and joyce. though this time we have even lesser time for gatherings, frenship still stands strong. :D for everything that i'm thankful to God in my life, i'm thankful mostly for them. we grew up together since pri sch and sec sch. 9 to 7 years already. and i'm very happy that they are still there. thanks girls. u girls rock!! hahaha.

my love life has been interesting. ups and downs. and i love it when we end up in really sweet moments. it's still him, yes that tall and skinny guy. :) it will always be him. yup. well, we grew. frm J1 which is close to 3 years ago, to now. we survived thru his ns training, thank God. in fact grew even closer after that, distance makes the heart fonder. there are frustrating times with tears and all that. but we will always come back to the point that we love each other even more. and of cuz, happy times when our laughter fills our world. when we never fail to lit up a smile on each other's faces. and as a couple, we stick together thru thick and thin in life. thank you baby. for being there, loving me, cheering me up. HUGS.

family is still screwed. yah and stupid sister of mine reigns and still reigns. -_- i wonder when will my time come. this year makes me feel even more 2nd rated den ever. yah like i'm not one of her children liddat. i'll be lying if i say i dun feel anything. oh wells.

life and life with God. i've been disappointed. and my results seems to be the last straw. i was on the verge of giving up. when disappointment turned into anger, i started to mock at myself for my so-called faith and my assumption that God loves me. i donno why all these happened. i'm furious with the devil. why toy with me?why me? i'm disappointed with God. where are You all these while? my life has been stagnant. at the stage when my emotions are still controlled in the hands of my mother. anything bad she does triggers this depression thing in me. den suicidal thoughts come in along with the urge to abuse myself physically. oh wells. nobody knows and nobody really understands until last night. talk over dinner was really good. it resets my thinking all over again. thanks sis huimin and bro qizhi. that gave me a whole new point of view to my life.

with all these. i'll just close this year of my life. wishing that 2007 will be a moving and improving year for me. thanks to everyone who has been there for me in my life. really appreciated. =)

oh yes, and i saved the best for the last.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!! =D loving u as i always do! HUGS.